See you in heaven my sweet little girl Ashy♥

 My love,

My sweet little Ashy girl,

I will see you in heaven!

LOVE,

Your mommy

♥Ashy♥ baby 8/31/2017 - 2/11/2024

LOVE forever!

My Moonjoo boy!

My Pasha boy,

As you know by now, yesterday the love of my life, my goofy boy Moonjoo, the only boy left to me, after 18.5 marvelous years that he had gifted to me went to heaven.

I'm left all alone with a completely shattered heart, not knowing what to do.

The two year old kittens are with me, but without my Moonjoo life is a wasteland.

The pain is too much to be put into words. The empty space in my heart and soul is too deep for my Moonjoo. A HUGE chapter of my life is closed, and it's hard to imagine a future behind the veil of tears.

My Lord Jesus, my prayer is that you'll give me the courage to go on, to reach out to your love in this empty space called life, and to have the comfort of knowing your caring hand is with each one of my babies in heaven.

I love you beyond words my Moonjoo boy, more than words can express. I will always love you, always!!!!

Love,

Mom

My Sweet little Angel

 

 

I love you my sweet little girl!

It hurts too much to say anything else!

I'll see you in heaven.

 

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

 

My good brave girl Sima♥

Hi My boy,

 

Sima passed from this life over to you today. I'm so very heavy hearted!

She was my good girl, my brave girl. She thought me so much!

I just wanna sit here and cry. She'll be resting next to you my boy. On Saturday.

I told them to make sure that she's facing you.

Be happy there in heaven my babies! Love one another, and know that this world is terribly empty without all of you.

I love you my Sima girl!!!!

I don't know how to go on without you now, but I know my Lord will help me!

 

 

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

 

 

What can I say!

I think you would have loved her my boy!

 

 

Our new part-timer↓

 

 

She is cute↓ ....

 

 

and of course a bit crazy↓

 

 

 

but she comes with a problematic package....

 

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You would NOT have liked him↑ !!!

 

 

Have you seen Poonjoo my boy?

Hi My gorgeous boy!

 

Have you seen Poonjoo?

He's been missing for almost 10 days now, and I'm very very sad!!!

Be good to him if you find him my boy!

 

Mommy loves you so so so so so so much my babies!!!

 

sending you LOTS of LOVE and KISSES!!!!

 

Mommy's salt and pepper Poonj-Poonj

Thank you my love!

Hi My boy,

I went back to all of your posts and added the lost pictures.

978 pictures, 333 posts, a world of LOVE!

 

Thank you my boy!

Thank you for picking me as your Mommy!

Thank you for staying with me for the most glorious 3.5 years of my life!

Thank you for saving me when I needed you most!

Thank you for being you!

 

It was nice to visit all of your posts again.

It felt like you had come back.

Every post has its own life.

I loved everyone of them, except for one!

 

I miss you like crazy my boy! so, so much!!!!

Sima misses you too. She sends her love!

 

I keep asking you to come visit me in my dreams.

You don't come.

It's ok. I just hope you're happy.

I hope you understand.

Visiting back the last 3.5 years made me wonder if I made all the right decisions?

So many signs I missed.

I wonder if it would have made a difference?

 

I cry my boy.

some times more, some times less.

It hurts. It's very quiet here not having you around!

I smile when I look at your pictures!

I have ordered a couple nice big poster canvases.

I'll keep them at work to see your face all the time!

 

It was a wonderful journey with you my love!

I believe one day we'll meet again!

I've seen a glimpse of our place in heaven!

Lord Jesus will be there with us!

It'll be perfect. Just like you are!

 

Rest easy my sweet heavenly fluff!

Remember our love, know that it'll never end!

 

your heartbroken Mommy,

Ani

 

 

 



I don't know what happened?

Almost all of our pictures have disappeared.

I can post new pictures, but the old ones are not pulling through Picasa.

 

Any ideas what I need to do?

 

Thanks!

 

Hang in there my boy! I'll get this fixed.

 

♥♥♥

 





I didn't forget my boy!

 

 

I know my boy.

It was your official Birthday/Gotchaday today!

 

I love you my cutie pie!!!

 

I hope you're happy in heaven!

For ever and ever!





♥ Mommy's boy ♥

 

 



 



♥ Mommy's goofball ♥

 

 



 



♥ Mommy's cool guy ♥



 

 

 



♥ Mommy's big-head boy ♥



 

 

 





♥ Mommy's Gentlemancat ♥

 

 

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Mommy's expressive boy!

 

With your  expressions, you made the need to speak obsolete my boy!

 

 

 

♥♥♥

 

Mommy's yucky boy!

 

Was that good my silly boy? :)

 

 



You did not like that bee!

Mommy's smart boy!
 

 

♥♥♥



You were dearly LOVED!!!

My Pash boy,

I received a very lovely card from your VET at Montrose Pet Hospital yesterday.

They didn't know you were in heaven until last week.

 

I know you hated going there, but they loved you so much!

Everyone has signed the card.

Let me show it to you my boy!

See how unforgettable you are!!!

Can you blame them?!!

 

 

 Of course I sent them a Thank you card with your pictures on it.

Thank you MPH for caring for my boy!

 

XOXOXO
 

 

 ♥♥♥

 



Hi my boy!

My Pash boy,

I was gone for 3 days.

When I came home, nokitty ran to welcome me!

Nokitty!

You always waited for me at the end of the driveway when it was time for me to come home.

I miss seeing you running to me as soon as I entered the yard.

You'd talk to me welcoming me with your cute little noises.

You never meowed, just mumbled and talked.

I miss you my boy!

It's been over a month :(

 

I have framed these pictures, and they are on the wall in front of me.

I talk to you every day and send kisses your way!

 

Love you!!!!..... Lots!!!!

 

XOXOXO

 

 

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Oh my gorgeous boy...

I could barely breath today!

Are you happy my boy?
 

 

 

I miss you soooooo much!!!!!

 



I know my boy!

I know you had nothing to do with that shredded screen door my boy!!!!
 

 

Let's just pretend it's not even there!

 

Mommy's cute, little, innocent boy!

 

Love you my boy!!!!

 







2 weeks :(

2nd week without you wasn't any easier my big boy!

Did you know that I was wearing this same top today?

Something was missing terribly though, something big and fluffy!

 

 

How I wish I could hold you again and feel your warm fluffy body!!!

Love you always,

Your mommy

 

 



Hi my boy!

I hope you had a fantastic day in heaven!!!

We all miss you here!!!

Sima keeps looking for you.

 

 

LOVE you!!!

XOXOXO



Have I told you lately....

.... that I LOVE you!!!

 

 

 

Sorry for closing the comments. This is something I need to do to find healing. I hope all of my friends and Pasha's fans will understand. Thank you!

Ani

 





Miss you my boy!!!!

Mommy's goofy boy!