Monday, October 14, 2019

My Moonjoo boy!

My Pasha boy,

As you know by now, yesterday the love of my life, my goofy boy Moonjoo, the only boy left to me, after 18.5 marvelous years that he had gifted to me went to heaven.

I'm left all alone with a completely shattered heart, not knowing what to do.

The two year old kittens are with me, but without my Moonjoo life is a wasteland.

The pain is too much to be put into words. The empty space in my heart and soul is too deep for my Moonjoo. A HUGE chapter of my life is closed, and it's hard to imagine a future behind the veil of tears.

My Lord Jesus, my prayer is that you'll give me the courage to go on, to reach out to your love in this empty space called life, and to have the comfort of knowing your caring hand is with each one of my babies in heaven.

I love you beyond words my Moonjoo boy, more than words can express. I will always love you, always!!!!

Love,
Mom




Friday, March 16, 2018

My Sweet little Angel

 
 
I love you my sweet little girl!
It hurts too much to say anything else!
I'll see you in heaven.
 
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Thursday, December 22, 2016

My good brave girl Sima♥

Hi My boy,
 
Sima passed from this life over to you today. I'm so very heavy hearted!
She was my good girl, my brave girl. She thought me so much!
I just wanna sit here and cry. She'll be resting next to you my boy. On Saturday.
I told them to make sure that she's facing you.
Be happy there in heaven my babies! Love one another, and know that this world is terribly empty without all of you.
I love you my Sima girl!!!!
I don't know how to go on without you now, but I know my Lord will help me!
 
 
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
 
 

Friday, November 27, 2015

What can I say!

I think you would have loved her my boy!
 
 
Our new part-timer↓
 
 
She is cute↓ ....
 
 
and of course a bit crazy↓
 
 
 
but she comes with a problematic package....
 
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You would NOT have liked him↑ !!!
 
 

Tuesday, July 7, 2015

Have you seen Poonjoo my boy?

Hi My gorgeous boy!
 
Have you seen Poonjoo?
He's been missing for almost 10 days now, and I'm very very sad!!!
Be good to him if you find him my boy!
 
Mommy loves you so so so so so so much my babies!!!
 
sending you LOTS of LOVE and KISSES!!!!
 
Mommy's salt and pepper Poonj-Poonj

Monday, November 24, 2014

Thank you my love!

Hi My boy,
I went back to all of your posts and added the lost pictures.
978 pictures, 333 posts, a world of LOVE!
 
Thank you my boy!
Thank you for picking me as your Mommy!
Thank you for staying with me for the most glorious 3.5 years of my life!
Thank you for saving me when I needed you most!
Thank you for being you!
 
It was nice to visit all of your posts again.
It felt like you had come back.
Every post has its own life.
I loved everyone of them, except for one!
 
I miss you like crazy my boy! so, so much!!!!
Sima misses you too. She sends her love!
 
I keep asking you to come visit me in my dreams.
You don't come.
It's ok. I just hope you're happy.
I hope you understand.
Visiting back the last 3.5 years made me wonder if I made all the right decisions?
So many signs I missed.
I wonder if it would have made a difference?
 
I cry my boy.
some times more, some times less.
It hurts. It's very quiet here not having you around!
I smile when I look at your pictures!
I have ordered a couple nice big poster canvases.
I'll keep them at work to see your face all the time!
 
It was a wonderful journey with you my love!
I believe one day we'll meet again!
I've seen a glimpse of our place in heaven!
Lord Jesus will be there with us!
It'll be perfect. Just like you are!
 
Rest easy my sweet heavenly fluff!
Remember our love, know that it'll never end!
 
your heartbroken Mommy,
Ani
 
 
 


Thursday, October 30, 2014

I don't know what happened?

Almost all of our pictures have disappeared.
I can post new pictures, but the old ones are not pulling through Picasa.
 
Any ideas what I need to do?
 
Thanks!
 

Hang in there my boy! I'll get this fixed.
 
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