Monday, November 24, 2014

Thank you my love!

Hi My boy,
I went back to all of your posts and added the lost pictures.
978 pictures, 333 posts, a world of LOVE!
Thank you my boy!
Thank you for picking me as your Mommy!
Thank you for staying with me for the most glorious 3.5 years of my life!
Thank you for saving me when I needed you most!
Thank you for being you!
It was nice to visit all of your posts again.
It felt like you had come back.
Every post has its own life.
I loved everyone of them, except for one!
I miss you like crazy my boy! so, so much!!!!
Sima misses you too. She sends her love!
I keep asking you to come visit me in my dreams.
You don't come.
It's ok. I just hope you're happy.
I hope you understand.
Visiting back the last 3.5 years made me wonder if I made all the right decisions?
So many signs I missed.
I wonder if it would have made a difference?
I cry my boy.
some times more, some times less.
It hurts. It's very quiet here not having you around!
I smile when I look at your pictures!
I have ordered a couple nice big poster canvases.
I'll keep them at work to see your face all the time!
It was a wonderful journey with you my love!
I believe one day we'll meet again!
I've seen a glimpse of our place in heaven!
Lord Jesus will be there with us!
It'll be perfect. Just like you are!
Rest easy my sweet heavenly fluff!
Remember our love, know that it'll never end!
your heartbroken Mommy,

Thursday, October 30, 2014

I don't know what happened?

Almost all of our pictures have disappeared.
I can post new pictures, but the old ones are not pulling through Picasa.
Any ideas what I need to do?

Hang in there my boy! I'll get this fixed.

Thursday, October 16, 2014

I didn't forget my boy!

I know my boy.
It was your official Birthday/Gotchaday today!
I love you my cutie pie!!!
I hope you're happy in heaven!
For ever and ever!

♥ Mommy's boy ♥


♥ Mommy's goofball ♥


♥ Mommy's cool guy ♥


♥ Mommy's big-head boy ♥


♥ Mommy's Gentlemancat ♥
♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥

Sunday, October 12, 2014

Mommy's expressive boy!

With your  expressions, you made the need to speak obsolete my boy!


Thursday, October 9, 2014

Sunday, October 5, 2014

Wednesday, October 1, 2014

You were dearly LOVED!!!

My Pash boy,
I received a very lovely card from your VET at Montrose Pet Hospital yesterday.
They didn't know you were in heaven until last week.
I know you hated going there, but they loved you so much!
Everyone has signed the card.
Let me show it to you my boy!
See how unforgettable you are!!!
Can you blame them?!!


 Of course I sent them a Thank you card with your pictures on it.
Thank you MPH for caring for my boy!


Monday, September 29, 2014

Hi my boy!

My Pash boy,
I was gone for 3 days.
When I came home, nokitty ran to welcome me!
You always waited for me at the end of the driveway when it was time for me to come home.
I miss seeing you running to me as soon as I entered the yard.
You'd talk to me welcoming me with your cute little noises.
You never meowed, just mumbled and talked.
I miss you my boy!
It's been over a month :(
I have framed these pictures, and they are on the wall in front of me.
I talk to you every day and send kisses your way!
Love you!!!!..... Lots!!!!


Wednesday, September 17, 2014

Oh my gorgeous boy...

I could barely breath today!
Are you happy my boy?

I miss you soooooo much!!!!!

Sunday, September 14, 2014

I know my boy!

I know you had nothing to do with that shredded screen door my boy!!!!

Let's just pretend it's not even there!

Mommy's cute, little, innocent boy!
Love you my boy!!!!

Wednesday, September 10, 2014

2 weeks :(

2nd week without you wasn't any easier my big boy!
Did you know that I was wearing this same top today?
Something was missing terribly though, something big and fluffy!

How I wish I could hold you again and feel your warm fluffy body!!!
Love you always,
Your mommy

Monday, September 8, 2014

Hi my boy!

I hope you had a fantastic day in heaven!!!
We all miss you here!!!
Sima keeps looking for you.

LOVE you!!!

Saturday, September 6, 2014

Have I told you lately....

.... that I LOVE you!!!

Sorry for closing the comments. This is something I need to do to find healing. I hope all of my friends and Pasha's fans will understand. Thank you!

Thursday, September 4, 2014

Wednesday, September 3, 2014

One week without my boy!

I just want to sit and look at my gorgeous boy's pictures!
Mommy's handsome guy... 1 picture at a time!

Wednesday, August 27, 2014

Mommy's purfect Angel!

My boy Pasha was taken up to heaven by a host of angels.
Lord Jesus, please take good care of my boy until we meet again.
He loves his scritches, and I’m sending his beloved blue blanket, so he can make his daily biscuits on it.
I love you my perfect Angel boy…. Way too much!!!!
*His body will be laid to rest at LA Pet memorial park in our family plot next to my Angel Michelle on Friday.


Tuesday, April 15, 2014

Happy Birthday to the Duo Brothers!

Happy Birthday Poonjoo and Moonjoo!

Moonjoo and Poonjoo in 2001
itsy bitsy duo brothers in 2001

Poonjoo cleaning his Mommy Sima

Poonjoo and Moonjoo playing. Sweet orchestrating.

Sima nursing Poonjoo and Moonjoo

Poonjoo and Moonjoo acting as little clowns!


Friday, April 4, 2014

What you missed!

Hi Everyone!
It's been a while since we posted anything.
Ani has been exhaustively busy.
She hasn't done anything but feed us, pill us, drug us, and make ready for all of that.
With all that said, here are some of the things you missed during this time:
We have new neighbors!
They are very noisy, and they are green, and they poop.... a lot!

Yup! We've got wild parrots!

Bunch of them!

Ani likes them!
We don't care much!
We also had this little guy showing Ani the back of disrespect...
...and he wanted to make sure to capture the expression on Ani's face when he did that!

Besides that, Ani had a big one!
She doesn't like to talk about it.
She didn't even celebrate it!
But we'll give you a hint!
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She's been around for half a century, but she says she is only counting the days!
The sleeping time doesn't count, she says! Ha!

I also know that everybody missed me!!!
Here I am!

Mommy's good boy!
and we leave it at that!
Have a great weekend everybody!

Sunday, March 16, 2014

Our whereabouts!

Hi everyone!
↓ Pasha ↓

I'm still in a battle, practicing my bestest yoga moves for the fight!

↓ Sima ↓
I'm in a battle too! I'm a born fighter!

↓ Sweet ↓
I keep taking a good care of my mama; Sima, and purraying for that toothless boy; Pasha!

↓ Moonjoo ↓
I'm recovering from a fight wound myself!

↓ Poonjoo ↓

I'm just sun-puddling!

↓ Ani ↓
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We can't find Ani!
She might have gone UTB*?!
*Under The Bed


Monday, March 10, 2014

Pasha's thank you note!

Hi everyone!
It's me Pasha; Mommy's good boy :)
As you all know my good buddy Austin gave me a great Sunshine award and a shout out to all of his friends to come visit me and wish me a quick recovery in my battle!

I thank you Austin and his Mommy very much!
That made Ani cry.... again!
She's been doing that a lot lately.
She says it's her contribution to help solve California's drought problem!
She's also been giving me some yucky stuff!
She says it's good for my fight. I'm still waiting to see when I can use my claws!
I've been enjoying the sunshine as much as my award though!
We thank everyone's great comments and well wishes from the bottom of our hearts, and it's been really nice to make new friends.
We haven't had the chance yet, but we will visit each and everyone to thank pursonally :)

Saturday, March 8, 2014

Pasha's fight!

So it begins!
Hi Everyone, Ani here.
Pasha and I will be fighting this new developments on his health.
I have ordered some natural supplements and am looking into different ways of administering them, so Pasha can receive the full benefits of them.
Life is too precious to let it slip by, specially if it's that of a very special boy!
We do appreciate everyone's concerns, well wishes and encouragements.
I will give my best to stay strong and win this fight!

Picture taken yesterday 3/7/14

Wednesday, March 5, 2014

We have the sads!

Hi Everyone,
Ani here; Pasha's Mommy!
Pasha went for surgery today to remove the rest of his teeth! In the middle of surgery I received a call from the dentist telling me that the tumor in his mouth has taken away majority of his jaw bone. He had loose teeth which needed to come out, but she didn't want to take his entire teeth out.
There is no point in doing so, she said!
She took out the loose teeth and the part of the tumor that was inside his mouth to make him comfortable.
She was certain it is cancer!
We're still waiting for biopsy results.
Pasha is in good spirits purring his little blessed heart away!
I can't describe my feelings; total shock I guess!
How does a mommy prepare to say goodbye to her boy?.... just how?
I want to hold him and never let him go!
God help me survive this!

Sunday, March 2, 2014

Ani's report on Pasha!

Hi Everyone, Ani Here; Pasha's mommy.
I wanted to give some update on Pasha's condition, specially that there seems to have been some confusion on his upcoming surgery.
He hasn't had his 2nd surgery yet. It is scheduled for upcoming Wednesday.
He is facing a new challenge though.
Last time they did the surgery he had a growth on the side of his mouth which they took out.
After biopsy they said it came back consistent with stomatitis.
In our last visit to the dentist she mentioned that they had seen some pre-cancerous cells in that growth.
I was very disappointed that they were telling me that just now... some 40 days after the surgery.
That growth is back again, and they have to take it out again.
This time they are planning on taking out all of his teeth (except the 3 remaining fangs.)
I have contacted the dentist and wanted them to get very aggressive with the growth on the side of his mouth. I'm afraid if nothing is done it'll just keep popping out again and again.
My boy has been through so much, and he really deserves to get a break.
The dentist mentioned the use of CO2 lasers to vaporize the tissue.
I'll be in touch with them tomorrow morning to come up with an exact plan.
I am terribly worried and feeling very guilty for having waited this long to do a full mouth extraction, relying on the cocktail he was getting from Dallas to help keep his stomatitis under control.
We all need some serious prayers coming our way please!
Our bloggie friends mean the world to us, and your good thoughts and comments are very much appreciated. In the mean while I wanted to ask for advice. If anybody has been through this kind of situation I'll be more than grateful to hear what's the right coarse of action to take.
I feel like having a brain freeze, and it's very hard for me to concentrate and make decision for my boy!
Thank you friends, and sorry if I've been down a bit. I'm really struggling with anxiety and depression, but still kicking and fighting!

Lord God, Please be with my boy!

Wednesday, February 26, 2014

Doped Pasha!

It happened again!
Before I knew what was going on Ani imprisoned me in the PTU this morning and dragged me to the evil dentist place!
They did unthinkable things to me!
They talked about even worse things!
Surgery?... again?
As soon as possible?... what the....!!!!
Pre-cancerous growth??!!!

If I look stoned it's because I am!!!
I'm taking bunch of meds now, so I'm a little out of it :)

Dear God, please make Ani pay for this.... literally!!!

we appreciate more prayers coming our way!